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Life Just Hits Us..

I don't know when life just hits us, but it does at just one point of our lives.. It's as if in this maze of life, we finally hit a wall and feel like we wasted all the time we had just going the wrong way..

Sometimes it just feels like yesterday being kids playing hide and seek or just running around on school fields during recess.. It couldn't be that long being those kids who played played Pokemon games, collected Yugioh cards, spun Beyblades around, played with barbies, or whatever we did back then, could it..??

But then why does it seem like a life time ago now..? When did it all just become a memory? When did we all grow up no longer in the realm of imagination facing monsters created through our creativities to now in the realm of realism where the monsters are real in the form of strangers, friends, family, and ourselves..

I mean doesn't it seem like life played a cruel trick on us..? Making us want to grow up as fast as possible to just hitting us all at once, wanting us to go back to when we were younger.. where we were safe behind our naivety and innocence..

Can someone please tell me, when did life just hit us..?? ermmm..

Lebaran ku yg pilu..

Hye Ouls..

Tak trlambat rasa sy nk ucapkn Selamat Hari Raya maaf zahir & batin.. Uols seronok beraya..?? Raya yg mulia kita brmesra, brgembira, melyn org tua & muda, brcntik brgaya, mkn semeja & mnziarahi sanak saudara & pusara yg tiada.. Tahun ni agak kesayuan sy tnpa 'dia' insan yg menemani sy selama 5thn.. Memang terasa sgt2 ketiadaan 'dia'.. Tp sy redha 'dia' bkn jodoh sy..

Beraya bersama 'dia' spt sy punyai sebuah keluarga yg sempurna sedangkn keadaan sebenar berlainan sekali.. Agak sukar menyesuaikn diri di kalangan insan yg kita anggap keluarga namun ianya bknlh spt itu.. Hakikatny sy mengemis kasih org.. Perasaan itu mmg sukar nk digambarkn dgn kata2 hnya yg merasai mampu memahami.. Kdg kala sy sndiri trfkir agakny bila masany sy akan betul bertemu dgn 'keluarga'.. Ingin sekali sy merasa erti 'keluarga' yg sebenarny keluarga.. Tp sy trkilan sbb org lain yg bkn keluarga sy, bkn darah daging sy mampu menerima sy spt keluarga sebenar.. Sy brsyukur di atas keihklasan mereka..

Di kesempatan ni jugak & di bln yg baik ni sy memohon maaf buat yg terasa sy begitu menyusahkn kalian, mnyakitkn hati kalian, sy bkn insan sempurna spt kalian.. Sy sdr asal usul sy.. Sy sdr dek untung.. Sy sdr sy hnya menumpang tetapi slhkh sy brpendirian..?? xpa, sy anggap sy 'remaja hari ini' yg hnya mengikut kata hati tnpa brfkir perasaan org lain.. Kalian trlalu sempurna utk sy anggap spt keluarga sbb sy sndiri xknl siapakh sy.. Apa2 pun trima kasih krn snggup menjaga sy.. Budi kalian sedaya upaya sy bls selagi ALLAH izinkn.. Amin..


Aku hanya manusia biasa..